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“A diabolical dilemma”. Open letter to my long-time teacher Isaac Shapiro.

 The following is a painstaking report of my personal process. Dearest Isaac, As you know, I have a habit of writing in great detail when I think that something needs to be clarified. Why so? The to be clarified subject … Continue reading

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‘I am’ is aways a complaint.

About one and a half year ago I wrote this in a blog: Quote PS. I am already for long been busy trying to come up with a reflective piece of text about almost 20 years of satsang. The working … Continue reading

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Inn The Ecstatic Particle. (Unfinished business in Rishikesh 2)

Laxmanjhula, April 1 2019. Open letter to ShantiMayi.   Dearest ShantiMayi, How to begin? Suddenly I am reminded of the story you told about this person feeding fish to the birds and his/her neighbour throwing stones to the birds giving … Continue reading

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Khajuraho revisited

https://goo.gl/images/8kD994 Just for the intriguing fun of it, I copy here the impersonal part of what I recently wrote to Swami Atmananda on Khajuraho. QUOTE I even googled for ‘khajuraho which part of the sculptures is of erotic nature?’, because … Continue reading

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“My masturbation praxis is in a way a protest movement. :—).

Recently I wrote Swami Atmananda two emails. His answer to a certain part of it, (‘I enjoy what you wrote about Khajuraho etc and agree with all the points you made about the Pope declaration (about Evil) and the Catholic Church.’), made … Continue reading

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Taboomerang Ki Jai (whatever we suppress will get back to us)

Tiruvannamalai, January 28 20019. Hello Son of Bro, This is my belated answer to your last email. I have decided to make a blog out of our dialogue, so I have anonymized you to be the Son of Bro and … Continue reading

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“Everdina, zomaar thuis”

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Iboga

Basically my whole adult life I had a strong fear for the use of halucinogenics. I had the idea that I would go crazy and stayed away from them. Already for about forty years I was familiar with the fact … Continue reading

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Luminality, to be used later

Hi Foetsie, Yesterday I saw a post of I.S. on facebook and as my habit is I searched for the source of that quote and from there I came, clickertheclackwiththemouseetcetera, at a wikipage that was of interest to me. It … Continue reading

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Lack of reflection spreads a false light. (just came up).

I follow what’s happening in America since Trump was elected with a growing amazement and fascination. And more and more I feel compassion for Donald Trump too. What a hidden pain, what an isolation, what a desparate energy, what a … Continue reading

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