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For the record, don’t worry I’m still mostly speaking to myself, part 2

On the brink of travelling to India, it seems to be a good moment to wrap up again what has been said and acted and reacted on my facebook page on the subject of my open letter to my long-time … Continue reading

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Meeting in Tiruvannamalai

Meeting in Tiruvannamalai Report of my experience of meeting a woman in Tiruvannamalai, told to a man that I also met there. The meetings happened in January 2018. (I’m way behind in telling stories).   Hey Bro, I have a … Continue reading

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Back on my feet, another addendum to my Open letter to Isaac Shapiro

This is the 4th blog in a row on this subject, see the others here, here and here. Dearest Isaac, Because you deleted me from the Facebook group Friends of Isaac and Meike, I will refrain from sending you this … Continue reading

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For the record and some remarks, don’t worry I’m speaking to myself

  (See also the previous and -yet to come- next blog) After I wrote my long open letter to my longtime teacher Isaac Shapiro a lot happened for me. Most if not all communication about this happened outside the place … Continue reading

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Overnight conversion, addendum to my Open letter to Isaac Shapiro

(See also the previous and next blog) Dearest Isaac, I am so naive. I seriously thought for a very long time that you were a faithful serial monogamist. When I came back to you, (2001?), after over a year having … Continue reading

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“A diabolical dilemma”. Open letter to my long-time teacher Isaac Shapiro.

(Also see the next blog)  The following is a painstaking report of my personal process. Dearest Isaac, As you know, I have a habit of writing in great detail when I think that something needs to be clarified. Why so? … Continue reading

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‘I am’ is aways a complaint.

About one and a half year ago I wrote this in a blog: Quote PS. I am already for long been busy trying to come up with a reflective piece of text about almost 20 years of satsang. The working … Continue reading

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Inn The Ecstatic Particle. (Unfinished business in Rishikesh 2)

Laxmanjhula, April 1 2019. Open letter to ShantiMayi.   Dearest ShantiMayi, How to begin? Suddenly I am reminded of the story you told about this person feeding fish to the birds and his/her neighbour throwing stones to the birds giving … Continue reading

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Khajuraho revisited

https://goo.gl/images/8kD994 Just for the intriguing fun of it, I copy here the impersonal part of what I recently wrote to Swami Atmananda on Khajuraho. QUOTE I even googled for ‘khajuraho which part of the sculptures is of erotic nature?’, because … Continue reading

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“My masturbation praxis is in a way a protest movement. :—).

Recently I wrote Swami Atmananda two emails. His answer to a certain part of it, (‘I enjoy what you wrote about Khajuraho etc and agree with all the points you made about the Pope declaration (about Evil) and the Catholic Church.’), made … Continue reading

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